hmm... so i haven't been writing much bout myself or whats been goin on in my life according to soNg... hmm... haha... its cause nuthin has been happening la... boring oney i... dunno guess im really depressed... haha... shouldn't be but realli m...

could not go to sleep last nite... stayed up and did a timeline to lead up to my piece for my choreographic showing which happens in 4 weeks time!!! can u believe it!!! 4 bladdy weeks... only two rehearsals a week!!! man... plus some of my dancers have so much hang ups... some oney la... aaarrrggghh!!! so aniwae i stayed up till like six... wah lao... i really think i have sudden doses of insomnia... den wen i finally got to bed i kept getting nightmares... kept dreaming i was drowning again...

din go to skool today... reali regret it... nd msg me out of concern... andy sweetie.. thank u so damn much... but seriously i reali reali had a "rough" night... n im so sorry... i realli realli m... well my life will take a pause for the next few days... i dunno when i'll come back to reality... at least i will be with people i love... but dunno whether they'll love me...

well aniwaez... this is brown suggar signing out aite... GONG XI FA CAI to all... hope u all get lotsa HONG BAOS...