Wednesday, January 12

at that particular time....

like most of the songs ALANIS writes... this particular one is jus as beautiful and meaningful to me as her very other many... but this one in particular touches me so damn much cause i feel i relate to it so damn much...
the song is off her 3rd album - UNDER RUG SWEPT... which i never listen much to in comparison to her first two albums... thanks to markie... i've come back to touch with her music again... n damn...........................
i mean..... i've had my fare share of screwed up relationships in the past... n i wish i had this song to listen to earlier... haha... i wanna share the irony of her words with u guys cause i realli think its so damn beautiful... she's an amazing lyricist... is that wat u call them...??? haha....

AT THAT PARTICULAR TIME

my foundation was rocked
my tried and true way to deal was to vanish
my departures were old I stood in the room shaking in my boots
at that particular time love had challenged me to stay
at that particular moment I knew not run away again
that particular month I was ready to investigate with you
at that particular time

we thought a break would be good
for four months we sat and vacillated
we thought a small time apart would clear up the doubts
that were abounding

at that particular time love encouraged me to wait
at that particular moment it helped me to be patient
that particular month we needed time to marinate in what "us"meant

I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself
and yet I wanted to save us high water or hell
and I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt and
in the meantime I lost myself
in the meantime I lost myself
I'm sorry I lost myself?-.i am
you knew you needed more time time spent alone
with no distraction
you felt you needed to fly solo
and high to define what you wanted

at that particular love encouraged me to leave
at that particular moment I knew staying with you
meant deserting me
that particular month was harder than you'd believe
but I still left
at that particular time

daddy k 3rd to cutie pie in the mean time... hahaha

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