accidentaly in love.............again...........!!!!

met soNg for lunch.. we had kway chap at FU LU SHU... haha ur probably thinkin wat did i eat rite... well plenty realli... of course no meat la jus the kway n tau pok... but damn shiok... eh alamak.. i forgot to thank u soNg for da treat... so sweet.. how can i'm the sugga mama... i'm supposed to be providing in this relationship... hahahahaha

i think me n song r spendin too much tyme together.... NOT!!!!!!! we're not spendin enuf tyme together... haha... but seriously alot of fuckers keep makin fun of me n sayin' tat i'm jus tryin to get with him... jus a note to ya'all.... FUCK YOU WE"RE JUS FRENZ can!!!! and i'm very proud of the open n trusting FRIENDSHIP we have....

i totally adore my frenships n to those frenz i truly truly love i will help out n do anything for if its within my reach... but i've found out recently, its not always worth it... sad ritez... truth is i've got so much on my mind troubling me... its very upsetting...


den there was that whole upsetting incident last tuesday.... aaaarrrggghhh!!! i hate SWNESENS and i swear i m neva supporting their business for the rest of my life... man that "scene" was so damn painful... it cuts like a fuckin' knife when i think about it...

n den... my one true love who is no longer my lao gong is in the army... n although since our break up we haven't met much n shit but knowing he's not within my reach... sucks.. it reali does... i miss him... i miss his smell i miss the way wen he smilez den i cant see his eyes... heehee... my hunny bunny...


hahaha so many things on my mind... dunno what to do..... i shud jus stop thinkin n be the airhead i'm meant to be... hahahaha...

had dinner at LONG JOHN's with ND n SHAWN after rehearsal at TCS, i regret now cause what i had is really hurtin my throat... damn....

rite now i'm typin n typin n typin n all i can think about is today at SUNTEC.... hahahaha.... what to do what to do... accidentally FUCKIN in love... hahahahahah