uncolourful

i've realised that the past few days my blogs have been pretty plain with no colour... funny i feel that's how life has been for me the past few dayz.. been havin so much on my mind... i cant be alone cause when i am i jus think n think n think n end up upsetting myself.. its so damn weird... i'm thinkin bout things i shouldn't even been thinkin abt..

but aniwaez... today i had a good talk with a... umm... fren... well kinda.. sorry to bother u at work but m so glad i let u noe how i feel bout certain things... aarrgghh... i jus reali wish i had more chances to show u what i'm talkin bout... i hope i din upset u or anything ya.. u noe i care for u n that wld b the last thing on my mind to hurt u in any way... but ha ha enuf bout that...

got a dinner 2nyte.. not lookin 4ward to it.. probably gonna meet a whollotta snobbish ppl.. plus i haf to wear a dress, like a proper dress... realli not lookin forward to it... can die la... aarrgghh!!!